A dead start in my head
And the day's been laid
The things i really want
Always torn from my heart
You never saw the way
How i wanted you to stay
And now you're gone
I'm on my own

When i was thinking this
Was something permanent
You were already thinking
Of going away.. I am calling you now
lips together, hands clutching
eyes finding rest in nothing for nothing
is by your absence all I've got